half of me wants to do that thingy on claudia's blog but the other half doesnt want to let ppl know of those 10 things. but i bet it wont be interesting either so whatever. xD i might do it though. hmmm. i cant decide. (:
anyway...
today was TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATIONS! i feel kinda cheapskate and guilty. i didnt buy anything for anyone. and i practically rushed through my chem worksheet in a slipshod manner. and i handed it in. and i forgot to ask dayna for her vocab and summary exercise for that superstition passage. ): and i was sorta evil i guess. but whatever today was a fun day?! ya.
aces was er kinda er i dont know how to say lorh. i practically didnt do a single thing. cos the last time we had this aces practice was er when was that?! i dont even remember. and the first time was when my foot was sprained and 'sadly' i cant do anything. and the next time we had aces and i can do it i didnt really do cos my foot not fully recoverd yet. ya so er i practically nvr really done it before but whatever.
oh anyway teachers' day celebrations were rather nice until i got rather sad and a bit agitated cos i cant see a thing from where we were standing except for back views of people so not really er worth the effort to like lean over the railing(not so exaggerated larh though) but i liked the surprise bit by the teachers. :D when mrs tan said what she wanted to check the classes right, i got scared lerh cos i was sitting down at the back doing what i was doing. and just slacking cos shi tian's and my legs were tired. it was so hot larh seriously. but whatever today was worth it (: i actually felt a bit like ponning school today de lerh. but for the programmes later on i went xD haha
oh then i was like running/walking/going all over school trying to look for shiyun after vianne left for her survey. and i went all the way up to 4th floor to go down again and then to go to j blk for lu laoshi and then to clc and then back to j blk. and in the meantime i bought my foolscap (: haha i left one piece only. and finally we found him xD and i think our school's sls are really nice xD
oh then we waited for vianne. and then we went cineleisure. and watched two movies xD The Bourne Ultimatum and SECRET <33333>
spoilers ahead(not really spoilers larh.okay i dont know). if u wanna read them highlight it back k. i shall put them in white. (:
The Bourne Ultimatum
i think its rather nice lerh. so action-packed. haha but it is rather impossible to survive two car crashes? like how does he even er climb out of the car. and how does he swim in water like underwater for so long? but its NICE (: the parts where they sorta deal with self-identity of Jason Bourne right, i find it a bit sad lerh. like he doesnt even know who he really is. and he doesnt really like his life. but i sorta find being a cia agent rather cool. (: its like jump from building to building. and tricking people. doing undercover work. its like so cool (: hahaha
Secret
the things ye xianglun and xiaoyu do are rather er lovey dovey i wld say. and its a bit freaky how it can happen like that as in like how is time travel even possible. and jay chou is so pro in piano lorh OMG now i am regretting stopping piano. ): if i nvr stop i wld hv taken gr6 alr. haiz. okay sad. omg and how the piano battle happened is so pro-ish lorh. it's like so pro. like hear once then can rmb it and play it out. omg i want the OST!!! omigosh i really love it larh. and i think the back part is a bit er fake though. and i am still confused as to what happened to ye xianglun at the end since xiaoyu lived and the piano got crashed. hmmm...omg i <3ed>
<333333333>
and we took neoprints. and that stupid machine ><
anyway!
things i wanna do
-i want to read twilight and eclipse!!!!!!!!(: so many people say it's nice lorh. and vianne loves edward cullen so much lorh so it must be good. so sad larh the book at borders today was sorta screwed. and i didnt have enough money anyway. ): broke le. D:
-i want to go iceskating tmr but sadly cant go cos of that stupid sprain i got and so my parents dont allow.): maybe next time. sorry vianne!
-i want to go shopping!!!!! (i think going tmr xD)
-i want to go drink coffee bean!!! thank you vianne for that introduction to malibu dream xD really nice lerh (:
-i want to finish my homework by tuesday! a bit impossible lerh though since i always slack and stone and slack and stone and watch tv and waste time and blah(reminds me of BLA academy xD hahaha so funny!)
-i want to watch ratatouille and 881 and hairspray!
and that reminds me
homework for this week
-eng
1.prepare for orals D:
-math
2.assignment 1
3.assignment 2
4.revision FA for pythagoras,trigo and graphs
-chinese
5.zi4 du3 kao3 cha2 preparation
6.chengyu 151-175
7.tingxie on 3 chengyu stories
-chemistry
8. just revise(i really suck in it. and i have to see her lerh D: i dont understand a single thing at all)
-geography
9.newspaper article(assignment)
10.article response
11.revise(? if have time.)
-history
12.try to study for separation and merger.(so i will understand and not do last minute mugging)
-literature
13. prepare for lit quiz on acts 4 & 5 in term 4 blk 1 D:
14. that group work thingy which i dont know what i am supposed to do
-speech & drama
15. THAT speech on THAT topic (rather boring i wld say. i sorta reused my idea. shall try to make it interesting..but rather HARD ):)
okay i think those are the things larh.
PLUS
prac
1. yueye
2. grade6 lianxiqu
3. xiaobaichuan (which vianne hasnt given me yet)
4. tianshanshenghui (which we dont have yet cos wls didnt come on thurs)
and that sorta reminds me I AM A LOUSY SENIOR seriously. not just as a senior but also as a batchmate, as a junior. i cant even like teach properly. it looks wrong but i dont know what exactly it is, so isnt that like really bad? and my yinzhun is alr really bad. i cant really differentiate but i think now its better though but still not good enough. and i seriously play too softly. and i did a lousy job teaching. i bet xinyuan got confused between what is correct and what is wrong. i cant even teach chang4 gong larh. bleh. i just wanna run away. or just continue being a little tiny junior. and not grow. and not have the sec4s leave us. but even as a junior i think i am a burden. imagine having an extremely clumsy junior who keeps on losing her cloth and who takes a long time putting her hu back into the case?! omg larh. i will get rather irritated lerh since i got very irritated at myself. really larh. it's like so loserish. hey wenyi please seriously wake up! u are no longer a sec1 u ought to grow up! and try to behave more like a sec2? next year alr sec3 le lerh. and jiahui and valerie and mel and every other sec4 snr will really leave alr.): that is really sad larh. and wenyi, by then as a sec3 cannot be so pathetic alr. upper sec alr lerh. and even as a batchmate, it's so much worse. i dont even know what's wrong or anything. i dont know how to help and nvr help. and i am one of the worst few. and i nvr know what they are thinking. and i always make them angry/pissed/feel suaned.
can things change? why am i always expecting things to change to adapt to my requests/conditions? why cant i change myself to like adapt to others instead? isnt that like what is supposed to be happening? instead of me sitting here and whining like a little baby. and u see why i am often pissed with myself.
okay i am not looking forward to it at all.
please spare me from it. please.
P.S. Blogger often eats up posts.my posts always gets eaten up.
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