aiya today not so bad. i dont feel like ranting so much cos we didnt discuss history and i dont know if i am wrong or what. bleh. but english was scary

we were doing conversation in oral. and then I GOT CALLED UP!!!! and i started off okay i think. i everytime also start off okay de..then after a while i will just die. like today i was stammering after i stood in front for after like 1 minute? ya i am that pathetic. i prefer one to ones in this case. oral i mean not ygygls...(: aiya and i got reminded of chinese pt..its seriously very very sad lerh..omg larh. ): i think the most i will just pass. >.<




aiya and i cant do rs transcript today cos i think the transcript is in the rs file and its in school): omg i m so so so on task right hahahaha... i am so embarrassed>.< but i getting better okay?! i have decided to be guai and put in more effort to do things on time. yes! i have alr improved alr okay?! so yes. haha i started this week.(: shall put in more effort. since i seem so er pathetic now. with my stupid time management. but i shall improve. haha hopefully(: aiya i better do. i will larh(: and stop worrying myself with all the last minute work. and stop being such a loser. haha. and listen to people who asked me to start things earlier,have better time management etc etc. and i will in turn help myself so why not right? otherwise i will seriously die in sec3 and all the more dead in sec4 ): so yes. hahaha i just crapped a lot.



currently nothing much to do. i just spent 1/2 hour looking for the history worksheets that in the end were just at my side...haha i m that loser. omg and i am scared for oral): and personal exposition): not enough practice lerh): oh no>.<>.< bleh

i will study hard i will i will i will i will i will. if i want eesis to continue i must. if i want good grades i must. and i will i will i will....



hahaha i just realised this is not much of a use. but whatever i will de. i will try de(: yes



okay that is enough for today. :D
hopefully i will do what i say. haha practise what i preach xD hopefully i will.

hopefully.