GAH!!!!!
this is the first time i dun feel like doing math...i guess quadratic graphs annoy me a lot? haiz. shall get used to it. and drawing it freehand xD hopefully i can! and so far since er 10? i only did 1 graph..haha 2hours has since passed. i know i m pro. i multi task k and i did 1 graph! not bad for a loser at time management like me! haha. i was chatting then blog surfing then doing the _____ graph. just insert any word there. i think i shall draw more quadratic curves so as to get used to it. then i can progress faster at tll on sun xD i think mrs ting teaches damn well can?! yes she does and she writes books. math books for upper sec i think. xD and it is thanks to her that i know what i know. and not really our math tchr now. hehe. :D whatever larh.


i shall not comment on co today. just that i think i m very loser larh. jiahui dint come, was sick. glad that she's better le. valerie said she cant hear me but vianne said she can. but given my super lousy yinzhun isnt it better not to hear? er but then haiz. what is the point of being there when one cant be heard? haiz. and this just reminded me of smth unpleasant, i wld say. ):

i just feel like confronting you. but i m damn scared there will be this huge unsolvable conflict. ahhhhhhh. how? i think i shld try solving it first. but what can i do when u dun even make an effort? just a stupid ______________ and u pangseh us. and what abt the other day? what do u mean by this? okay fine i m pissed. damn pissed. when i try to make myself believe u, i fail miserably, cos after i manage to convince myself maybe i shld give u this one more chance and u just make me even more disappointed in u than i alr m. now i can no longer bring myself to believe n trust u anymore. trust is hard to build up. yet its so easily broken. so please dun blame me.



2 more weeks to concert. and i m still so lan4! i feel like i have totally let down myself. and everyone who so patiently taught me,like val,jiahui and joyce. ahhhhhh sorry! ):


i think i shall try harder
and tmr i shall not come online. i shall aim to finish off my history pt by tmr night. when i hvnt even started. but still i want to send the draft to her. if i can manage. ahhhh which i dun think i can. but as wls said today. u think u can means u can. so i can! okay that was so unconvincing.): whatever larh. i shall chiong tmr. i meant to finish my math today lorh. but i forgot to bring my textbk back ): whatever. ): haiz.



anw sorry claudia and shiyun for being so er siao and crazy and er not myself today!
i thought of a list of possible reasons. haha
and there are *drumroll*
1. lit sa
2. hist pt
3. my playing
4. shiyun's present
okay actually there is one more.. i shall put it in small print. xD

i think i m drifting further and further away. there is no common topic anymore. and when i talk abt ___ and she will say aiyoh wenyi arh..ya so haiz. and we talk less now.. its like silence. and i cant help it. i seriously dunno. and haiz. it has only been 1 year and a half? till now? and how can it be over like so fast? i mean friendship not anything wrong or sick or anything. my social life sucks so dun think of anything wrong. okay not wrong. anything that is impossible.. haiz...


okay. that was enough. okay
i think i shall go sleep.
byebye