I wanted to blog but I dont know what to blog about lol. -.-

Was talking to meimei aka jian's sister yesterday and i found it rather interesting/refreshing hahaha. At ALMOST 20 years of age, it's practically impossible to think the same way as a ALMOST 14 year old kid does. So like everything she says is like a reminder of the past hahaha how we used to be like at age 14. How rg was like, how rgco was like hahaha memories hahah those days which are just mere history now.

Sometimes i would just randomly wonder what if i didn't choose CO as my CCA in sec 1? What if i didn't make the ranks lol i still rmb i was no. 26 on that list or something and they were taking in 25 or something and a friend who was in the 25 didn't want to join, so that was partly why I made the cut (or so i have believed since sec1 lol) It was either CO or handbells LOLOL. im so musical eh didnt consider sports and UGs. -.- and interesting how i called the friend a friend haha considering we didnt talk after some incident in sec1. oh the childish things that happened lol. and yes it's all pure history now i guess?
If i didnt join CO, and if i didnt join rjco in particular, i wont have known this bunch of people who became the closest group of friends i have had since jc. really thankful for these people, though im not exactly good at what i did/do/play in CO lol  and it doesnt matter to them, does it? ok i hope it doesnt lol HAHAHA.

okay abrupt loss of blogging feel.
want to change my blogskin but lazy to find one/make one
still wanna bake rainbow cupcakes, but who wanna help me or eat them?

ok byez