I SWEAR LIFE IS DAMN BORING NOW LOL SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO DO PLUS THERE'S NTH TO WATCH ON TV.
And im so sleepy now lol piggish behaviour is back after school ended and exams ended.
Driving again tmr after 4 months plus im gonna dieeeeeeee :( tried visualising just now how to reverse park and parallel park but oh well visualising and really doing it is different damn it. doubt my father will wanna volunteer his car hahahah and i wont dare to anyway cos if anything happens to the car i 赔不起 LOL and i will stress. hope and pray that i get a nice instructor tomorrow who wont show his annoyance cos im lousy. Once i got this female instructor who was damnnnnnnnn fierce and got annoyed very easily i was so stressed i wanted to cry lol okay there was anger too cos she made me so frustrated both with her and with myself. though after that she was nice and all haha she even waved to me when i saw her some other time. but i still wish i dont get her tmr cos i nvr keep my promise to go drive at least once every month OOPS. and i do hope 8 lessons is enough to salvage my lousy driving and JUST LET ME PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i promise i will drive once a week provided my father lends me his car :D ok and i just ranted one entire paragraph about driving and i can really just go on forever but i will stop rambling lol.


SHALL FIND SOMETHING MEANINGFUL TO DO THIS SUMMER HOLS SINCE I CANT WORK COS OF DRIVING TWICE A WEEK (AND SINCE I CANCELLED YTD'S DRIVING, THERE'S 3 LESSONS NEXT WEEK OMGIMGONNADIE) UNTIL I PASS, I SHALL DO....
1. Blog about meaningful stuff....like eating good food, and being a total pig HAHA
2. Sell away those clothes i bought online but haven't worn lol
3. Catch up catch up with everybody (ok this isnt really me cos im passive like that but this time maybe i shall take the initiative hahahah maybe in june/july when people overseas are back!)
4. Exercise...................
5. Volunteer? (i've been wanting to do this since last year while waiting for uni to start but nobody wants to do it with me ok i didnt exactly ask arnd but oh well and im passive like that too lol so i dunno where my services can be put to use best)
6. Read some books yo
7. Maybe go work after i pass driving (provided i do pass. which i wish x infinity that i will, with just one try) at koi or somewhere non-admin and more service sector kind.

ok the above list sounds damn lame cos of the way i typed haha but im quite serious about it. hahaha means that i will move out of my comfort zone and i think uni has to some extent instilled more confidence in me (and again, im serious) haha with all the never ending presentations which i hated and have gotten more and more used to now. at the end of 3 years, i will be a confident young lady ready to conquer the world HAHA :)
okay everything sounds damn lame coming out of my mouth again -.- I shall type more formally from now on.

On a side note, xiaxue's baby is really cute. Don't you think so?