today was hcico interaction.
hahaha still cant believe how early shiyun and i were there xD and now i m really tired le hmph!
but still right, THANKS SO MUCH JIAHUI for teaching though u were not there to teach! <3
and i realised i am really slow in terms of learning(song-wise, chem-wise), the ability to get high (thinks of the high-ness that only came drng water bombing time heh) and er especially homework!

bleargh but still i cant believe it larh. the day started off rather fine but er was alr worrying since er last night and whatever i predicted came true. haha hooray whatever ): i am not happy larh serious like how? i shall not mention names but my patience is wearing thin. i know like we arent really supposed to rely too much on each other but as in must take time to pei yang mo qi or whatever. two years is all i need. so just please cant u be more responsible? come for prac and whatever. i was especially sad that u were like one moment say that u can come and at least there is some hope for me and then u just came and broke that little bubble. please i know i am selfish but can u spare a thought for me spare a thought for us? spare a thought for yourself? it isnt a joke okay? as in like now we are relatively free-er as compared to the sec4s as in the whole year and so in the next 2 years we can only expect to be more busy everyday and so are u going to pon every single session with dazu or whatever? okay fine whatever i say might be rather evil here and i do feel bad okay? but how am i supposed to trust you? this is TOTALLY not the first time okay? i am human. i do have feelings okay? and that really explains my er sort of pissed and kinda sad mood. but you arent the only reason but still i really hope there's some change or something really. i dont dare to like tell you straight. i know how it sucks to be like doing something you dont like or dont really bother about and even how u are forced to do it. i know i was mean to have forced you. and i know this isnt the first time. but please do you think i like it?okay i think i forced you for my own interests and that is selfish i know. but in 2years time it's not only me and you. it's everyone. and you are a part of it.i dont even contribute to the sound and i am really sucky but still at least some effort? PLEASE I BEG YOU. HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME


and right i was drenched with lots and lots of water okay maybe not a lot as compared to bobo and nicole and willette and ahma -insert laughs- hahaha okay shall not be evil. suddenly reminded of how shiyun and i stalked nicole when we met her at j8 ytd hahaha (: poor nicole! she had to suffer so so so much thanks to us and the noises we produced heh. and disclaimer: we only followed her for fun. i sorta forgot what reason i said ytd ): but hmph we embarrassed ourselves in front of qianqian and another cello snr(i think but i dont know cos i only saw back view) and i realise i know people but no one knows me. is that good or bad?

anyway thank you those who drenched me with water and my thanks especially goes to bobo and willette who poured/squeezed water on my head/hair when cleaning up and er when i became relatively dry(my hair wasnt harmed before that) and izabel cheng for pouring water on me after i was rather dried!(: okay but guess it was rather fun? considering all the screams i gave out okay not a lot but a lot as compared to usual times. -thinks of claudia's scream..hmm- haha at least that was the time i sort of forget all the worries and everything. it wasnt that bad(not considering how much i hunned which shows my total loserness of not being able to learn quick which shows that i am a burden and my high level of dependence on jiahui and valerie -thinks of how valerie turns back to listen if we are in tune or not-) haiz i do miss them a lot a lot lerh. ):

anyway i hope yifei finds her sentimental keychain that her tchr gave her! (:

and i think i am really inefficient.
question: what have i done in these five days?
answer: SLACK SLACK AND SLACK. ):
considering the amount of work done. i am really DEAD. thanks wenyi for being such a pathetic homework-doer!

bleh.

and er i really love the twilight series a lot okay? and vianne shouldnt er accuse me in any way of snatching her edward cullen away from her. cos er i do think he's damn cool and everything and i do like him but i dont think i am as in love as vianne is. (: no offence. i want to see edward cullen in real life lerh!

okay that was random.

i shall end this post here.



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