MEH DAY.

^ that's the description for today. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz driving test was so surreal. failing was so surreal. striking the behind kerb x 2 while doing parallel parking was so surreal as well. why the tester never give chance? he still come and tell me "u already hit just now already but i keep quiet then u just hit again" :( I DIDN'T EVEN REALISE. I HONESTLY THOUGHT IT'S JUST A TOUCH. TOUCHHHHHH NOT HIT AND I ALWAYS DO THAT DURING LESSONS :( but then again i today really a bit 状况外 la. but now damn wasted. just like that, 10 min into the test, my first mistake times 2 and i have already failed. so easy to fail bleargh. just spent another 400+ on a retest and 3 revision lessons. I NEED TO PASS THE NEXT TIME otherwise i will need to renew enrolment for another 6 months = money fly away ZZZ.

SERIOUSLY FREAKING WASTED. 0 immediate failures how rare. but i chalked up 36 demerit (LOL ALOT I KNOW. I NORMALLY DRIVE ALSO DONT HAVE SO KUA ZHANG SERIOUSLY but after i got the 20 demerit i didn't really bother alr and all are quite minor ones like checking safety at both parkings and directional change (need to just keep turning head all around for every single minute really lol. i swear i did check for directional change before i reversed in though.)  AND THEN HAHAHA THE FUNNIEST ONE. SPEED TOO SLOW LOL apparently my car was at 30km/h (this i dont rmb though i rmb seeing 40km/h) hahaha ok next time i go at 45-50 to be safe. my driving on the roads damn imba please only 2 demerit points for that speed too slow HAHAHA ok no right to say i imba. more like failure.

BUT SERIOUSLY DAMN WASTED. TODAY GOOD WEATHER GOOD TRAFFIC CONDITIONS SOMEMORE SO RARE PLEASE (seriously damn clear the roads and the cars all damn nice to me hahaha disappear v fast when i need to change lanes) WHY WEI SHEN ME.

ZZZZ i will keep ranting until i get over it.

but i am damn calm already. saw this girl crying and i was just walking around as though nothing happened.

but the tester said i should be able to pass second time already la just dont be so nervous so i shall believe in myself ok yay and pray that i can book at least one or two more revision lessons at 1030am during that period.