我在拼什麼

拼什麽--羅志祥


我在拼什麼　
在意什麼最多

人群走了燈光不在場地淩亂
太多情緒咸得像汗想停很難
諷刺懷疑總是很酸一路糾纏
冷眼冷語不看不管心卻敏感
路燈擦亮午夜車窗
像淚光閃閃
想要跟誰溫暖的交談
卻只有我和孤單
早上匆匆忙忙出門時
好在有燈忘了關
想誰牽誰　等了整夜
要給我陪伴

我在拼什麽
在意什麽最多
為了什麽　又累又寂寞
不怕別人誤會了
最怕最在乎的人也不想懂
有些時候我會做夢
盼望　回過頭你在身後
溫柔看我　沒有不快樂
沒有逼我做抉擇
懂我拼什麽
懂我最寶貝你了
懂你讓我多痛

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I have no idea why the company chose a slow song to be his 第一波主打 hahaha but anyway I think the MV's quite cool cos it shows like what different people in the world(ok actually only Taiwan) are fighting for! The 每天送152個便當...是在等待一個奇跡 quite touching leh! But then the story got spoilt when my idol appeared after the hospital scene hahaha.. And the two dancers story too! Whoa I just realised this is like the most meaningful LZX MV I have watched though I still can't get used to the song but can remember the melody so that's good!

Oh and his album title is ridiculous (to me) lah! Shit hahaha I'm like criticising my idol's album when it hasnt even come out but it's just the name that I have something against okay! Who thinks that 獨一無二 is a lame album name raise up your hands! Though some(ie people like claudia tsk) may say that his previous albums' names do not make much sense/are quite lame too, so it's just his usual style hmph. BUT 獨一無二 is the worst please! :( Oh and come to think of it, two of my idols have gone crazy :o One of them had an album where every song is fast other than like 2 slow songs and the other one's new album's 首波主打 is a slow song though it's not his usual style. Okay maybe I'm just too used to the previous system haha.

BUT nevermind hahaha my mediacorp idol is still the most 有出息 amongst my idols :D
hahahaha yay feb is a great month (for idolising, not that i actually do hmm) because
#1. 樂在雙城 is gonna start showing on vday hahaha so I'm gonna watch it every single night :D
#2. 獨一無二 is gonna come out on 18 feb hohoho
and cos we all get to get angpaos :D

oh and did i mention now, we get to watch ruien EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE WEEK hohoho and it's like 3 different shows and like 3 entirely different rui ens! how cool is that! :D
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My throat's being very very irritating :( Hope it doesn't develop into a sore throat (though I think it will) cos I hate sore throats as much as how much I hate headaches! I have been drinking lots of water so I hope that works hahaha.

It's not easy being a j2 haha :(

okay bye!