the past week was horrible horrible ): math pt was the worst ever. thank goodness it's only 12% otherwise my pretty pretty gpa will be pulled down so badly cos i know i will fail this but whatever. heck care already lah. and these few days i feel hardworking and i think my time management improved a little bit already which is good :D okay this isnt the main point of this post. BOO i hope i can get a 4.0 for bio pt! 25% lorh! i still want my pretty pretty bio gpa de! :/

(and my parents are singing to some oldie. and you can hear the notes go off tune. esp for my mother's haha. amusing. super amusing. not like my yinzhun is good but whatever. )

anyway from tomorrow onwards, there's only like SEVEN days to concert. it's so scary. i am very scared ): what if i screw up hongloumeng. what if i screw up qizou. what if i screw up chundaoxiangjiang. BOO. with my lousy yinzhun, anything is possible ): BUT i brought back both hus, which i hvnt been doing since a VERY LONG TIME AGO. haha paiseh. and now i am wondering how do i bring it back to school :/



and i am very sure i wont regret now. given the state things are, if i went ahead, i know i wont be able to do it properly if i get it. and there's still stuff to worry about now and for the rest of the year and next year. ): after thinking for like five whole days on whether or not i shld go for it, on whether or not i will regret not going for it, i am very happy i remained on my stand. as i have said before and as many people know, i wont be able to do it properly. i am sorry for causing so much trouble and stuff and wasting all of you guys' saliva and time :/ even though i am still wondering why i am one of those people, i am thankful for this opportunity really really (: i want to make a difference to whatever will be happening, i want to contribute, i dont mind the job, it's just that i am not the person for it. and i am very sure of this.

and my molou is so screwed. BOO BOO BOO i dont like molou. should just cancel it. haha. to think that it's our erm syf song? D:


and chenjie if you see this, i am really sorry you dont have the chance to perform this time. but dont worry alright, there's still three more concerts for you to perform in and many other events so dont think so much alright! it's not that you are not good, it's just that we didnt have enough time to teach you so everything is rather rushed and half the time you have to learn by yourself :/ and i think you are very good for a sec1 already! and erm i wasnt half as good as you are in sec 1. okay that's an embarrassing fact. but yeah. thanks for trying your best (: keep your love and passion for rgco that you have burning alright! :D





FOUR MORE DAYS people! check your calendars! what date is it? 16july? hmm hmm hmm what day is it ah? what special day is it? come on think hard! (okay this is weird. i am like talking to myself here. -.-)


and after watching that ylbfb te bie ji/qi hua, and how much he worked for his current success and everything. i shall believe that we can do it! and work hard for it! yi fen geng yun, yi fen shou huo! yeah. okay whatever.


homework and cmps writeup time. BYE.


REMEMBER TO COME FOR RGCO CONCERT 20JULY 5PM VICTORIA CONCERT HALL if you bought those beautiful tickets we have! (i was one of the few people "sewing" the holes so that it's perforated(however you spell it) okay. :D:D:D)