i was so right about math. it was not that bad but it's horrible as in my tuition teacher stayed back an hour plus(in addition to 1.5 h of tuition before that) on another day(replaced usual day) for us and all i can get is this ____marks. okay as i said it's not that bad but i feel that i have disappointed her. and math is like my ONLY hope and it's like dashed not that i didnt know beforehand. pt was horrible so now there will be no 4.0. no pretty 4.0, not even for the progress report. math WAS my only hope.



english was surprising. BUT not that great either. i improved(: BUT STILL MY ENG GPA WILL STILL BE LIKE DOWN THERE. haiz but whatever. i am content.



chinese. can i dont talk about it? it's like also DOWN THERE. and erm HOW CAN I FORGET TO WRITE ABT THAT OTHER PART IN THE ZUO WEN. SO WASTED. I BET I CAN GET LIKE A FEW MARKS MORE. HAIZ. and I SO TOTALLY CANT BELIEVE THAT THE TCHR SAID THAT SHE DIDNT GET GAN DONG CAN IT WAS LIKE A REAL STORY. can go ask shihui if u dont believe. hmph. anw it's over. and all along my chinese was like down there. ok i repeated myself.



chem. one word: HORRIBLE! i hvnt been listening in class and dont really understand and did last min work like one day before the exam so i deserved this. at least i passed.



geog. SO WASTED. that 0.5 mark. will they round up? i really need it larh. like to pull up pt marks. ): otherwise really no 4.0 alr.



history. SO WASTED ALSO. 1 more mark then a totally diff gpa and will make a big diff also. considering how badly i did for pt. but i deserved it. same as chem ):



lit. SURPRISING. : D but i did so badly for my quizzes i failed ALL of them ): i am so proud of myself can.



i passed philo (:




okay. so you see. EYAS WERE HORRIBLE. i am like so disappointed with myself. myas alr didnt do that well alr. and now? haiz. my overall gpa cant even reach 3.4 larh i bet. see, i set unrealistic goals for myself. dont even hv 1 single 4.0 how to?!
and next year, i am so going to force myself to mug mug and mug like siao. trip sci geog(provided i get it), i am going to conquer you. (i wish!) haiz.


i am so stupid.