havent been so screwed in my life D:

[some advice: ignore this post(:]
i havent screwed so many papers in my life before lahhhhh. like wth.
math--i feel like just erm banging my head against the wall
chem--was fine cos the paper was easier than the usual killer papers
ss--omg dont mention it ): i was like telling myself to just hurry finish hurry finish stop staring at the article tonight got tv lahhh ..
physics--better than previous data analysis(: at least i KNOW what the paper was talking abt. but doesnt mean that answers will be correct. ):
bio--MOST SCREWED PAPER SO FAR. when bio was my best science last year.. o.O cant believe it...


when exams are round the corner, there's this person i hate a lot a lot a lot, other than myself and that is... (he/she who shant be named)
if you know him/her, you will know..




btw i realised last year two years back our syf was on a tuesday so it was rs and so we were sitting in this squarish arrangement and i was like super sad over results and then prisyong sheena and shi tian were like trying very hard to comfort me. and prisyong and sheena even drew me this thing haha and i still have it somewhere(:
and i wonder how's prisyong now, being so far away in australiaaa ):
my friends are the best people in the whole wide world :D



time really flies. one moment you feel as though you are finally getting the hang of things and you are finally beginning to breathe properly. the next moment everything's in a mess and you just struggle to get everything done properly.



i dont like last minute work. though i do last minute work on a regular basis. oh how contradictory..



this post is like so crappy. ): ignore it.
just feel like shouting at the top of my voice but obviously i cant.
the nearer we are to the end of term 2, the nearer i am to j1. that's such a scaryyy thing to think about. imagine thinking about the subj combi and ccas just about 6 months later. oh wow.





pft's tmr. I JUST HOPE I WONT FAIL SBJ AGAIN. I WILL NEED A MIRACLE THOUGH. ): MIRACLE MIRACLE. JUST ONE LITTLE MIRACLE.





全世界都停电
TANK

连你都会残忍隔绝我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点


连你都会残忍隔绝我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点



this song is uber nice (:

自我催眠
羅志祥

人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻
松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天份
你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作崇
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前...
等着红灯那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着
在下一个路口
在说一声我还要走
却听见沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
是掩饰这心痛
我的难过
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作崇
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前...
我想要学会自我催眠
聪明再多一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠
慢慢闭上双眼

and of course this song too(:

this post is so random.



别担心，我会永远支持你的！♥