i have been really really cranky these few days, with my frequent mood swings and what not. ): apologies go out to vianne, claudia, zhengxi, yuqing and izabel for being at the receiving end of my very dont-know-how-to-describe replies, rants and what not esp during prac yesterday ): friday was the worst day ever in my er mood swinging history this week. or rather just thursday and friday. i believe it is because my brain cant get to terms with the fact that school has already started. and when all the irritating stuff get to my brain i just cant help it thus my mood swings ): sorry to all!

there's so much to do when there's so little time. but i can only blame myself so i shant go into details about how screwed i am. and there's only 29 days to concert. from tmr onwards, there's only 4 weeks. that's not a very long time. sadly. and zheng laoshi is coming next thurs and he's going to hear our very horrendous molou :/ i wonder what will happen like seriously. i need to improve a lot a lot a lot. and i cant believe that i still cant follow at some parts. so disappointed with myself. and i managed to memorise qizou after like so many days. but i still get lost sometimes.

and i shant comment about assembly ytd. anw i am considering going for dance and choir concert! :D:D:D sheena koh and zanthe lim, thank me :D haha but not confirmed though.


i miss those days when i can just slack the day away. i miss those days when everything was just fun and laughter. stress is so hated. my slackness is so hated. omg. gah. and i shall just stop here before i start ranting.


yesterday was co phototaking too. and on thurs was class photo. and i was sitting down for the class one can. SO SAD. every year also sit down de. nvm next year i will be standing. but for co one i was standing kay! cos i am not a comm member otherwise i will be sitting haha. thank goodness they never ask us to sit on the floor! somemore yifei ahma all sitting on chair then shiyun not here. so i had to stand next to chuleevoon though i am still not her height :/ and next to michellin and tingwei too! i believe i am shorter than them lorh. but whatever i managed to fake my height for one day. and gh and zh were sitting together for the informal one. but zhengxi was still standing "upstairs" ): and chenjie wasnt here cos she's sick! ): get well soon kay! then that guy was so irritating keep on taking photos when everyone wasnt ready yet. made everyone panic lorh.

reading archives is fun. thanks to moumouren i wasted time reading my own archives that day though i didnt manage to finish. but i realised that i have changed a lot. like really a lot. my previous blogs are worse. from constant complaints and rants to those super high and lame posts to those posts that just talk about my very boring life. i really wonder how i became so lame in such a short time from p6 to sec1. from those super high socks(yes.i got photos as evidence. it's like so super high.like er nearer to knee than ankle can.)in p6 to those er just above ankle socks. from a very guai and serious person to one that craps like omg a lot that kind. i am still serious when appropriate okay! from having nothing to worry about to a person that worries almost everyday, whether about studies or whatever. but one thing never changes. i still fail sbj. :/ okay whatever.


concert is coming! so let's all jiayou together :D RGCO is love (: (most of the time anyways :D)





and i realised this post has no main topic. but whatever.