a week just passed like that. a very very busy week too! where there's hardly time to breathe. hardly time do anything nice. not that i dont watch tv or whatever. i just i am just addicted to tv now. that's my only relaxing thing i do can sadly. ):
having slept at like 2am, 1am,12am and whatever crazy timings for the past few days, i feel rather energised today! having slept at 11+ pm and waking up 11hours later! but then the troubles are still there. what with the huge loads of homework that we have and so much self-study we have to do by ourselves and there's also a need to prac! omg after having not pracced for one whole week cos of the stupid physics pt, i realised my standard dropped. not that it was like up there anyway. and my qinwang and molou sucks. even my gongfa was different at one point in time. which makes me realise how much i need vianne and the seniors ): i am not ready for next year.

and i failed sbj again! such an embarrassment :/ cant help it really. i really wonder where i got the luck from in sec1 and some years in pri sch when i pass MIRACULOUSLY. haiz.
omg lah. this week will be totally crazy again! it's just a vicious cycle of STRESS! and after going for the dialogue session thing ytd. i realised i am not that outspoken as i wish i will be. i have so many thoughts inside me, but i dont say them. just what's wrong with me. and i feel so bad towards cui er for leaving her there, and being unable to find anyone to replace me after i left. and i feel so bad for missing that part of prac.listening to the last part of what wls said was really really i dunno what to say. haiz.
i realised i have been jumping topics.
oh today didnt go buy claudia's present afterall. and i didnt go ora. i was in the comfort of my home xD sleeping rather. haha.
okay i have no life. so that's all. i must really really try to prioritise my work properly otherwise i will just die for myas. i am really lucky for first term's sas, but i dont think it will be so good for myas le.
and hopefully i wont fail bio ppa
just why did it fall in the week where everything was just so URGH and everything.
i guess life as a sec3 just isnt the same as sec2 or sec1 anymore. i wish i am still in primary school. why didnt i cherish those days better? i cld still spend time watching hi-5 and whatever shows on kids central. and now. i am getting home later and later. and can only watch tv when eating. and the 9pm show which i want to watch cos of the shuai-ges in it. and i spend time doing work while watching too.
aiya. i have been wasting so much of my time. so much of my life.
and to think that the stress levels can't be helped.