guess today wasnt all tt bad
but guess eveything just plonked on me today...like so many things happening today...so the mood sort of just err dropped?
but i m better le...
thanks priscilla yong and sheena for the SMILE!:) and the X) haha thanks really really!i seriously dunno why i er broke down..sorry i think i scared priscilla yong..haha..but thanks to both of you it lasted for only 1 min!haha thank you both so much!
shi tian and yihong!dun stress so much k?JIAYOU JIAYOU!there's still EYAs :) hope u both are feeling better le!:)
to everyone!from now on must add lots n lots of oil so tt everything will go on smoothly..oil is a lubricant!...i m crazy le..dun let this time MYAs affect u,serious...use it as a motivation nt as a deterrent...k JIAYOU!:)

i m generally er ok w my papers BUT then stupid english and chinese!stupid stupid..but i m actually quite surprised w english but its like so low as compared to the others...ahhhh..but i think our batch dint do well for english..aiyoh then chinese haiz...my compo normally(last yr dun rmb writing any this yr) i get 50+ de then this time haiz so much lower...haiz...eeyer...dun like...but i cant write shuo ming wen otherwise i will get lower...haiz...both languages so lan4!!!haiz...die le larh..i think i will fail my short story omg then i will fail my english...ahhhh cannot fail english de..i dun want to retain...haiz...i think i m super pathetic like really really...wth larh...i alr regret for term 1 SAs then now come n regret again..wads the point of regretting when i nvr even put in effort to like make myself not regret anymore?so maybe i regret tt?but why shld i regret tt when in the first place i nvr even thot tt i wld regret nt putting in effort?how many times hv i asked myself not to do last-minute work,not to procrastinate but ended up doing just tt?then i end up pissifying myself then wad happens?i tell myself nt to do it again but then right the next day i did it again?wads my prob larh?seriously i dunno wads wrong?!k so maybe nth wrong just tt i m wrong...aiya dun get wad i m thinking le..

i dun get myself..yes...not anymore

VIANNE AND AHMA JIAYOU HOR!:)MUST SMILE MORE!:)
recently its so scary to see so many ppl depressed...i m scared to become a sec3 next yr...ahhh...omg...but i dun want to retain...omg i m getting myself onto my own nerves...so crap!shit larh...ahhhhhhhhhh...suddenly feel vry vulgar..haha later vulgarities come out of my mouth one by one...haiz


i think i m crazy le...i just want all of this to end...quickly too!i need a break seriously....why dun things happen the way we want them too?this is becoming too much....n this is only sec2?sec3 sec4 wont it be worse?haiz...haha must learn from priscilla yong always so optimistic de...haha:)

aiya enough le abt today...hope the coming weeks will be better:)n the days following them...

oh crap!next week hv physics quiz and cheng yu kao cha!ahhhh crap...die...